What to do, what to do. I'm so lost and found.
She says she loves me, even though she forced herself to love me after breaking my heart. She wonders why I don't feel the same about her. I'm trying, trying so hard to reciprocate the right feelings, but it's just not working.
Of course I went and made it even harder to force these feelings by starting to think, and see K. First of all, why should I have to force feelings of love? Love should be there, it should just come naturally. Sure I love her, but not the same way that I used to. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I need to let her go. But I don't know how. If I do, she'll move out, I don't know how she'll manage without me. I'm sure she will, but it will be hard, and I don't want anything to be difficult, especially with her being pregnant and all. But I can't feel the same way about her anymore. I just don't have it in me.
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